I just really dont know what to do right now. Everything Gavin says hurts my feelings and its not like I want to be upset at him. it feels like he's giving me more attention but the wrong kind. maybe its just that hes ODing on good feelings from being better but like today he totally blew off our plans of watching a movie. I just I dont know...maybe we need space. I'm pretty sure thats all it is.I should tell him that.....