WE ARE STILL GOING STRONG!!!!
Gavin texted me this this morning: I love u. see u later. have fun in surrey
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
The revolving resturaunt last week(wednesday september 11) was AMAZING! I made gavin greek ribs!! um um um our trip is going to have to go on hold but thats okay im so excited!! i love him soo teeeeH!
Friday, September 19, 2008
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
I remember; standing by the wall
I had gone through security at the whitehorse Airport and had gotten used to the idea of not seeing gavin for a while. after getting through security I sat down and noticed him standing and watching me on the other side of this glass. he was watching me I went up to the glass and noticed a familynext to me signing to their loved ones on the other side of the glass. and then there was us. for a minute or so I stared at him in shock, happiness, sadness. he couldnt hear anything i had said. i started to cry feeling sad again. in a stroke of intellegence I remembered I could text whatever I needed to through my cell. I texted him that i loved him. but I knew that saying that was only making me sadder so I put my hands over my mouth mimmicking the face i made when I did that embarrasing fart. it made him laugh which made me laugh. I noticed his hand was pressed against the glass and I placed mine over it. I made some small talk through text until they called me to go on the plane. I figured going on the plane sooner would be better. Gavin Gave me a heart in the shape of his hands showing his disgust for the head gesture then mouthed he loved me. even typing this now makes me cry. Its only thirty nine more days until I see him for 240 days straight. I turned away and started walking away from the glass knowing that every step away from him now was a step towards him in the future. thinking about that was the only thing that could stop me from crying my eyes out.
We learnt so much about eachother in these five days. I confessed about my eating disorder, and he told me in better detail about how he felt he kept pushing in his last relationship until it was completely over and how he feels so ashamed about how he treated the entire situation. I think that what he did was romantic and something i would probably do. but I feel scared that if we ever came to a situation in which it needed us to push that he would just walk away.
Being in whitehorse made me know Gavin so much more. but as I flew into vancouver and I looked at the City, it made me wonder if I know myself and if thats where I belong. . .
We learnt so much about eachother in these five days. I confessed about my eating disorder, and he told me in better detail about how he felt he kept pushing in his last relationship until it was completely over and how he feels so ashamed about how he treated the entire situation. I think that what he did was romantic and something i would probably do. but I feel scared that if we ever came to a situation in which it needed us to push that he would just walk away.
Being in whitehorse made me know Gavin so much more. but as I flew into vancouver and I looked at the City, it made me wonder if I know myself and if thats where I belong. . .
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
Sunday, July 6, 2008
"You came Back"
Gavin and I had... well it wasnt a fight more like a discussion about our origins. he had insinuated that he wanted an easy out from me and I was hurt by that. I insinuated that the only reason he had asked me out was that it was only because we slept together. we cleaned alo of pours from our reltionship. it was tense and we paid attention to eachother and i feel closer to him than before. he said what makes me different was that i came back i liked all of his quirks and that we could hang out which is what he loved,
Sunday, June 29, 2008
FUCK YOU FALLOUT BOY
a few years ago some friends and I decided we liked making crazy videos of us and putting those videos to music. WELL apparently the greedy fuckers UMG the label that supports Fallout boy didnt like that.
they made a copyright claim on a video I made just because the video is to the song "dance dance" but this isnt any ordinary copyright claim. they want me to keep they video up--so they can advertise on it!
I dont even like Fallout boy the song just fit what we were doing. I am not even making money off of this and their label is trying to snake in and make money for other companies through me, thats disgusting.
"Your video is still live because UMG has authorized the use of this content on YouTube. As long as UMG has a claim on your video, they will receive public statistics about your video, such as number of views. Viewers may also see advertising on your video's page."
you know what I stand by copyright infringement whole heartedly and to me its either you take the shit down or get sued not use the culprit . I refuse to be used by Fallout boy of all bands
they made a copyright claim on a video I made just because the video is to the song "dance dance" but this isnt any ordinary copyright claim. they want me to keep they video up--so they can advertise on it!
I dont even like Fallout boy the song just fit what we were doing. I am not even making money off of this and their label is trying to snake in and make money for other companies through me, thats disgusting.
"Your video is still live because UMG has authorized the use of this content on YouTube. As long as UMG has a claim on your video, they will receive public statistics about your video, such as number of views. Viewers may also see advertising on your video's page."
you know what I stand by copyright infringement whole heartedly and to me its either you take the shit down or get sued not use the culprit . I refuse to be used by Fallout boy of all bands
Friday, June 27, 2008
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