pay it forward

a man left his groceries today because he didnt have enough money to pay for it. the customer behind him paid for the rest of his groceries and left note saying "this is good karma do this for the next person, god bless" the guy came back ready to pay and was so amazed that someone gladly paid for his groceries;

after words

Sheena:
i know your going to bed soon, I just wanted to tell you I love you and that the best gift that you can ever give me that will always make me smile is the knowledge that you love me. Anything and everything else will always pale in comparison. Have a good sleep sweetie, I love you.

Gavin:
i love you too. thanks so much. night.

happy four month..happy???not so much

so today is me and gavins four month. I was so happy because today is our four month, tomorrow it is five months since our first kiss and two months since he told me he loved me. and next week the 19th it will have been two months since we last saw eachother. he happened to find the perfect birthday present for me.Gavins been anxious to find me the perfect birthday present I guess because i always get him something great. He had emailed me and was so excited and he just couldn't contain himself. I only read the last series of emails which said "seriously fuck it" and was worried so i called him. aaaaand long story short i guessed what he got me. and he was PISSED OFF! he actually hung up on me.... I feel so unbelievably bad. the best gift I could have ever given him was seeing my face light up because he did something nice for me-- and I took that away from him. the gift meant more to him than it did to me. I didnt want a gift or i do but i didnt really care for once. but he did care. and.... i feel... horrible...

your gorgeous, don't let yourself think different

Batz: (23:03 PM) on facebook, i saw on the frontpage pics of your bday party
Batz: (23:03 PM) there was one of you and jess and everyone facing the camera
Batz: (23:04 PM) i kinda got thrown off track, that seeing your picture thing was kinda special to me.
Batz: (23:05 PM) i already told you twice, apparently.
Batz: (23:05 PM) had you waited
Batz: (23:05 PM) perhaps something might've come up
Batz: (23:05 PM) something good
Batz: (23:05 PM) but right now im not too comfortable expressing it
Batz: (23:06 PM) you looked really good in comparison to everyone
Batz: (23:06 PM) it stood out.
Batz: (23:07 PM) your gorgeous, don't let yourself think different

<3

damn

so.... now i have to sit on a stool at work....FUCK!!!!! im going to talk to June about Changing my availability to sunday monday wednesday friday. ill work one thursday shift cuz i see her wednesday use my iou for the 13th tuesday shift (ill do that today) then the other tuesday thursday will be so far in advanced it can be done,,,fuck i hate safeway

so i got a doctors note saying i cant work more than 5 hours a day five days a week....sweet

I FUCKING HATE SAFEWAY